I am already formulating ideas for my next journey, a new beginning for women who have mid-life crises, mid-life emotions, mid-life special needs, that none have met through society. In the world of glamour where I am at, in the world of plastic surgery that I am immersed in, one procedure is never good enough. We never love ourselves. We don't have enough time. Everybody I know is running a million different directions. So many of my friends has been attacked by illness and disease - why? They are all healthy and they all work out. Perhaps they are running too fast and their bodies can't take it. I feel like I have been given a chance to take a look at the second half of my life and realizing that I am worthy! I am worthy of having an affair with myself, I am worthy of being loved, I am worthy of being healed, and I am worthy of healing other people. I only see my cup completely full. If I die tomorrow, I feel that I have done everything that I needed to do, and that was all accomplished in the last three years of my life. I look forward to the next 50 years of my life with strength and courage to help everybody in my power. There is some reason that God keeps sending me these women and men, there is some reason that I am supposed to be doing the work that I do. My story is about that work.

Hopefully now you understand why I felt compelled to tell my story. The events that unfolded after this terrible ordeal have blown my mind and everybody's around me. All the coincidence, all the mystery behind these men and their crimes, and most importantly the light that I found. From such darkness, such fear, came amazing courage and strength. I will never be the same again. I have dedicated the rest of my life to helping other people heal. I have been given a second chance at life and I intend to use it to its fullest!

©® Caroline Shrednick

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